Good day sir

Honorable minister McKenzie. I am writing to you today out of sheer hopelessness and desperation.

I am downright depressed and im writing from a life path health facility where I am a patient at this moment being discharged this week for being addicted to redbull and cannibis trying self medicating since the start of my ever work experience. I was addicted to tik also but been clean for 12 years. I am currently working in department of health as a nursing assistant and I am more like you very good in my job but I am unhappy to the deepest of my core. I am married and have 3 beautiful young boys which I absolutely adore and want only the best for them but at this moment is ek besig om weg te kwyn. I am a musician, artist, songwriter, producer, photographer, videographer and I've built myself from nothing. I have a recording studio situated in the house that I live in and have more equipment to get most of my work done. I have a big fear for any rejection and it's been holding me back and my mortgage of almost 10k a month besides municipal rates have my back against the wall. I'm losing myself knowing and realizing and trying ways to have my job and still have myself working on this dream. But Mr McKenzie I am losing. I am losing myself and it's been over 12 years I am trying my best to get my dream going but I have been unsuccessful till up now. I don't have any friends, my wife and kids are my friends. I have nobody supporting and believing in me and I realize I need the right assistance from the proper people. I have the potential to be on of the best yet I'm dying inside and just working to keep the roof above our heads. If there is any way shape or form you can assist me via finance for more equipment or even old equipment or even just being a mentor or assigning a mentor or anything. You may post this on any of your socials to encourage support. I am sorry to burden you today with my problems. I've also grew up on a farm in De Doorns with only my mom as the sole provider as a general farm worker. Growing up without a father learned me some hard lessons about life and I never learned the value of a good mentor and I must tell you sir, you are the father the most kids never had. Thanks for being a inspiration to all our young men out there. I am writing to you today sir from a place of hopelessness and otherwise would've never ever wrote. Thanks for listening to me. Keep up the good work.
I am willing to work hard for my dreams so any possibilities I will take it with both hands.

Thanks in advance